Happy

I am very happy now, thank you my girl :)

I only usually write on this when I'm unhappy, but thanks to her I havn't had to in ages :D YAY! :D

Disregard

Please disregard my past/stupidity

Thank you :)

Tell her not to go...

I can't mess this up, its the best opertunity I've had in so so long, I know if I let her go I'll regret it, I really will. What am I thinking of someone else for? What am I thinking of my ex for? I have no idea, I need to get a handle on myself again, need to wake up and smell the stupid! *smakes self*

Don't mess this up, you know how good she is for you

"I don't know much, but I know I love you.. and that maybe all I need to know"

But so many questions left.. am I ready for the plunge? What if I mess up? What if we change? What about the distance? Has it been enough time? What if this isn't the right time? What if I'm asking too many questions? What if she sees this and realises how scared and worried I really am?

What if the truth isn't enough? . . . :(

What if she dosn't like crazy people...

I Hate You

your too damn afraid to say it to me, even though you know I'm talking about you, content to go on and let the chips drop where they may, I hate you so much I don't know what to do, like you'd ever stand up for yourself, or anyone else, just bring it bitch. You know you can't face up to any really problem, you just run, just like with us, I cared enough to stay and work it out, but no, if something goes bad you just run, run as fast as possible and don't look back, pretend it never happened, the worlds all smiles, sweep it under the carpet and hope for the best, leave the stragglers behind to their fate. Well it happened, and I won't forget it, look at me as if its all good, well its not, and thats why it hurts so much more, because you think you can just sweep it away

People only Love you because you show them what they want, tell them what they want to hear, Singing lies, lies, sweet little lies

Thats all your good for isn't it

Its ok, I found it, lol

Truth,
Love,
Honesty,
freedom(as long as its not at the cost of someone elses)
equality,
unity,
etc...

I'm lost for meaning

If you want me, then you know your on the wrong track

Tell her not to go...

Theres still hope, you just have to be willing to look for it, or create your own