Tell her not to go...

I can't mess this up, its the best opertunity I've had in so so long, I know if I let her go I'll regret it, I really will. What am I thinking of someone else for? What am I thinking of my ex for? I have no idea, I need to get a handle on myself again, need to wake up and smell the stupid! *smakes self*

Don't mess this up, you know how good she is for you

"I don't know much, but I know I love you.. and that maybe all I need to know"

But so many questions left.. am I ready for the plunge? What if I mess up? What if we change? What about the distance? Has it been enough time? What if this isn't the right time? What if I'm asking too many questions? What if she sees this and realises how scared and worried I really am?

What if the truth isn't enough? . . . :(

What if she dosn't like crazy people...